Category Archives: The Crystal Mirror

A place for observations.

Looking at oneself…

.. through the intelligence of the body by Paul In Brandon Bay’s book, “The Journey: A Road Map to the Soul,” she describes a process that she was given by an unidentified spiritual teacher. A student asked what to do … Continue reading

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My ego loves a bashing

My ego loves getting a bashing. Ah, I am no rookie anymore. I know what to do in case of my ego really getting pissed off and preparing to unleash a painbody attack. I settle in my observer mode, watch … Continue reading

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Holy Anger

And one day I saw how we are all connected and working together. For a while I have been able to clearly differentiate when someone spoke or acted from higher consciousness as opposed to their reactive patterns of the conditioned … Continue reading

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I want nothing

  “I want for nothing” When I had my first awakening experience, I realised I wanted for nothing anymore. Everything was perfectly alright, I knew I would always have what I needed and all I wanted was dance to the … Continue reading

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The rat king

The more open I become, the more surprises I get. There is so much “emotional garbage” in this body, who would have thought! It is very much like cleaning out a basement – behind all the clutter you find even … Continue reading

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Our charming little ways…

Letting go is a process. Letting go means to become aware of the way we are used to do things and decide to do it differently. Letting go does not mean to just stop doing something – it means a … Continue reading

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Walkers don’t drive

Sometimes I think it all began when I stopped driving. Some years ago I moved to a big city and quickly realised  I wouldn’t need a car there.  After decades of driving I found myself walking, riding my bicycle or … Continue reading

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The first step

‘Learn what you are and be such’ These are the words of the ancient Greek poet Pindaros (518 – 455 BC) ‘Learn what you are and be such’ is all what awakening is about. Point-blank. Learn what you are and … Continue reading

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What I see is what I am

Something that has really changed for me is the way I see. I noticed first in nature, but then also just walking about, or at home and when I am with people. I am able to “see” so much more. … Continue reading

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4 questions and a turnaround

Learning to use Byron Katie’s method of  four questions and a turnaround (by Abitiki) These are some examples of doing ‘The Work’, beginning over a year ago. At the time I was becoming aware that I had the emotional maturity … Continue reading

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