A song of suffering

Durchhaus (literally through-house) - a courtyard

At the same time Beethoven was at the pinnacle of his creative powers, despite his deafness and failing health, another composer faced disease, poverty and death in the imperial city of Vienna: Franz Schubert (b 1797 d 1828)

1823 was a hard year for Schubert. He was broke, his latest opera was a failure and he was sick with an outburst of late stage syphyllis and had to be hospitalised. In a letter he wrote to a friend:

“Think of a man whose health can never be restored, and who from sheer despair makes matters worse instead of better.

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I am living it !

Beauty

Real life examples of living Truth.

“I had a huge underlying fear that woke me up at night…..and now as the layers unfold in my daily life situation, I am being forced and/or driven to face every fear that comes my way in a new way. In the past, I did not recognize it as fear in me……it always seemed external. Now I Know better and there is no turning back…”

From: On the sofa with Sheila

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The wisdom of Rumi

In the glasshouse

Come, come, whoever you are

Wonderer, worshipper, lover of leaving
It doesn’t matter
Ours is not a caravan of despair
Come, even if you have broken your vow

a thousand times
Come, yet again, come, come

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The rat king

Rat in the city

The more open I become, the more surprises I get. There is so much “emotional garbage” in this body, who would have thought! It is very much like cleaning out a basement – behind all the clutter you find even more of it. I never knew it was there in the first place, yet here it is,  in the bright light of the day.

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The wisdom of Rumi

A Peacock

Birdsong brings relief
to my longing
I’m just as ecstatic as they are
but with nothing to say!
Please unveil soul, practice
some song or something through me.


From Essential Rumi
by Coleman Barks
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The ardent alchemist

Perfection

Have you ever seen an apple holding on to a tree ?

When the time has come it is following it’s calling and leaves, ready to turn into something else.

Do you really think you are any different?

Life may have a different game plan for you. So let go.

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On the Sofa with Jerome

An exchange between Jerome and Angelika

Stillness

A: Good Morning, Jerome! How are you?

J: Good morning.  I am wondrously blessed!  May I add that when I say or write that in response to that question, I consider to whom I am speaking, but more importantly, I make certain that I feel it.

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Our charming little ways…

Marsh woodlands along the Danube

Letting go is a process.

Letting go means to become aware of the way we are used to do things and decide to do it differently. Letting go does not mean to just stop doing something – it means a radical change in the way we used to live our life.

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Let nothing upset you…

Sunrise over the Danube

God alone is enough

Let nothing upset you
let nothing startle you.
All things pass;
God does not change.
Patience wins
all it seeks.
Whoever has God
lacks nothing:
God alone is enough

St. Theresa of Avila (b 1515 d. 1582)

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The martyr’s crown

Section of the Beethoven monument in Vienna

Fidelio is Beethoven’s only opera and he wrote it under considerable  difficulties. In a letter he mentioned that this opera will surely win him a “martyr crown”.

Beethoven has been such a teacher on this journey. From the windows of my classroom at  school I could see the Beethoven monument. Later in life it was his music that prompted me to go deeper.

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