Dying in beauty

To perish in perfection

Autumn is the time of transformation
Watch the old dying in blazing and radiant beauty
So excited to turn into something else.

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Sunset in Debrecen

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Kites

Watching the kites rise,
dancing in the sky
with a rattling sound

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Watch your mind!

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Truth is always the safe choice

two of the same kind

 

A conversation between Geli and Michaela

M: Good morning Geli, what shall we talk about today ?

G:Good morning Michaela! I would like to talk about relationships and how my “being part of them” has changed during the process of awakening.

M: Ah, yes – that is  a great topic. Many things have changed for me as well and there is a lot of insight in terms of how we are inter-acting. So where shall we start ?

G: May I start with naming the relationships where I have observed changes within myself referring to my behaviour, attitude, understanding, etc..

M: Sure…I’ll follow your lead.

G: Well, it started with my relationship to my ex-husband, then my relationship to my mother started changing, followed by many of my girlfriends  and male friends and finally changes in my relationship to both my children have been taking place. Last but not least I am in a new relationship with a man, where all is very different than it ever has been before.

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Truth from the Tao-te-Ching

On a clear day you can see forever

When I read this verse from the Tao-te-Ching I have to think a recent realisation: Whatever we do, we seem to be working on several levels. There is the gross physical level and this where we carry out action and they bear consequences. Then there is the mental field with our intent and this is what is creating our world.  It is related to the emotional level with all the conditioning and reactive patterns that keep us in the karmic wheel of live, like a hamster in it’s exercise wheel. Associated is the energetic level that keeps everything connected and based on our thoughts it changes constantly it’s frequency. Lastly there is the level of our soul and this what is truly driving us. The agenda of the soul is help us to awaken and it is helping us  interact with others to create situations that make us see. On the level of soul even the worst adversaries are co-operating and communicating with each other in loving kindness. No matter what.

The more we are able to cease judgement, let go of our emotional and reactive patterns, become aware of our intent and the effect of our thinking, the more transparent and porous we become. And this is how we act in synergy with our soul.

Once we realise that we can live what verse 49 is telling us:

Verse 49:

The Master has no mind of his own
She works with the mind of other people

She is good to people who are good
She is also good to people who aren’t good.
This is true goodness.

She trusts people who are trustworthy.
She also trusts people who aren’t trustworthy.
This is true trust.

The Master’s mind is like space.
People don’t understand her.
They look to her and wait.
She treats them like her own children.

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Symbols of separation

Albrecht Durer (1471 - 1528) Maria mit Kind, 1503 Kunsthistorisches Museum Wien

A recent debate on the Madonna-whore complex made me contemplate the appeal of the subject, together with the multiple layers that are revealed.

I do believe that any of these “concepts” are valuable pointers, indicating something in us that needs to be understood and integrated.  This is not to analyse or get lost in theoretical discussions, or even worse identify with any of it, but to be clear about the powerful symbolism and the implication to our own life. There are many truly aspects to this debate. There is for one the original theory of Dr.Freud about a phenomenon in a relationship, in which one – or even both – of the partners separate the desire for love and sex. This dysfunction may be displayed as the ascetism-eroticism  theme, that we often find in the arts.  (e.g. prominently  in Wagner’s Tannhäuser, signified by the Venus and Elisabeth pattern )

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Mother, hear a suppliant child !

For Martina with best wishes:

Franz Schubert – Ellens Gesang Nr 3 – Ave Maria
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Cancer World

Cancer World

A brilliant article on cancer from this weeks’s New Yorker:

Cancer World

The more science tells us about the cancer cell, the more it resembles us. It wants to grow and multiply, as we do, but it doesn’t know how to stop. “Cancer’s life is a recapitulation of the body’s life, its existence a pathological mirror of our own,” Mukherjee writes. “Down to their innate molecular core, cancer cells are hyperactive, survival-endowed, scrappy, fecund, inventive copies of ourselves.”

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Hands up in surrender !

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