Empowerment

Preparation for the ritual

Last weekend I was invited to go to a Kalachakra initiation.

The invitation came as complete surprise as I had not intended to go. I am not a Buddhist in the sense that I follow any practices or identify myself with a certain Buddhist teaching. But for a time in my life I have been following the teachings of a Tibetan Lama, who was instrumental for my own development.

So naturally I was very pleased and gladly accepted the invitation to attend the empowerment.

The word Kalachakra means “wheel of life”. The Kalachakra Tantra is a teaching by the Buddha about our true nature and how we can harmonise ourselves with the cycle of existence. The Kalachakra teaching is very clear and direct, as it is easy to understand.

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Freedom of Rumi

Prayers in the wind

happy is the one
who doesn’t want to try
getting wealthy
or remaining poor
free of other people
and worldly worries
a stranger to himself
free in every way

..what does it mean: a stranger to myself ?

From: Rumi “Dancing the Flame”
Translated by Nader Khalili


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Radiant love, joyful death

Siegfried is a story about awakening. The young hero who does not know fear, is transformed by awakening the sleeping Brünnhilde who agrees to join him. This is the animus/anima symbolism, the transcendence of the masculine in union with  the feminine energy.

Joyful death! Radiant Love ! Indeed…

Richard Wagner  Siegfried
Bayreuth . Barenboim: Evans. Jerusalem
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Gene Gendlin introduces focusing

Take a little time and have a look.

Focusing is working very well with / for me.

 


 

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Emotion and disease

Addicted to seeing beauty

What is the relation between stress, addiction and disease?

The question still is why do we cause ourselves harm and we said there are three different kinds of disease – karmic, provoked by external factors and lastly conditions caused by inner conflict.

Let us look at inner conflict then.

Life does not present us with conflict, just challenges. These need to be addressed and the result may be of personal importance, but for Life itself, it is just another experience, regardless of the outcome.

A conflict is man-made, based on interpretation and the erroneous belief of having a choice, to resist, as opposed to simply accept and getting on with it. Conflict means a clash of fabricated stories, obscuring a simple reality, presented in this moment. Conflict causes stress, which is another word for resistance.

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Teacher

The body is the vehicle for transformation

Do you know the saying: When you are ready the teacher will appear”?

That has been certainly true in my case. I met my first spiritual teacher at a time I decided to quit a job I felt I could not do any longer. This decision involved a physical move and many other decisions in consequences and I was at a true crossroad.

At the time I had practically no knowledge or any viable experience regarding spiritual matters. Then a friend told me about her teacher and suggested I go and see him. That I did and what happened at this first encounter I will never forget. It was like I had returned home after a long absence and I remember sitting on a sofa, in tears, completely confused but at the same time completely understood.

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Love yourself and let me be

Brünnhilde teaches Siegfried about the nature of Love,

‘Ewig war ich’ Wagner Der Ring des Nibelungen Siegfried Bayreuther Festspiele Barenboim Kupfer Evans
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Fear

Siegfried is an innocent young man who grew up in isolation and has never felt fear. When he comes across the sleeping Brünnhilde and discovers his feelings for a woman he experiences a panic attack. To love a woman is a task he finds daunting and he calls for his mother -twice!! But she is not only a woman she is the ‘Feminine’ in himself and in the whole work.

Siegfried ( S Jerusalem)
Act III: “Selige Oede auf sonniger Hoh’!” & “Das ist kein Mann!”
Richard Wagner. Met 1990, Conductor James Levine
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Living with Loss

 

A tree north of Howard City, Michigan

 

–by Paul
Last summer, when I was staying in Germany with Angelika, I had the pleasure to meet a young man, Rouven Bauer, who is a fine musician and composer. He shared a song with me that he had written called “Good Boy,” which is about the loss of his dog a couple years ago. It is a lovely song, and Rouven asked for some suggestions from me, both with the music and the English wording. I tried to do this mostly through questions and suggestions, and Rouven took to this approach of working quite well. This way the song still remained “his.” I played a flute solo in the break, and also at the end.

When Geli , Rouven and I were talking about the song, Geli pointed out how the loss of a beloved dog, or really any loved one, creates a new opening of the formless within us. It is this beauty that is shared in this song, and it points to this formless space, both in the outer world, and to the world that we sense from within.

This picture of the tree was taken by me this morning while on a bicycle ride, north of a small Michigan town, called Howard City. It is a lovely tree, standing alone, with its leaves changed to the stage that signals that growing phase of life is withdrawing and steadily moving into the winter phase.

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Question of attitude towards life

Instead of moaning about the scaffold, they made a virtue out of a necessity – how I love these creative young guys !

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