Drop the baggage and dance

Edgar Degas - Dancers in blue

 

‘Just to be in your presence
is the point of my life, cooked
and drowned, nothinged, nowhere.

Someone who has not dissolved
still loves places.

But you say, Leave.
There is no place for you.’


(excerpted from Rumi’s poem Pearl)


The above is a stanza from Rumi’s poem “Pearl”. I found it a few days ago and it stayed with me. So this morning I shall make it the topic of my contemplation.

What does really it mean to “be in presence” ? This state of awake alertness, being aware of everything in and around us, taking it in, allowing it to be, to flow, to move, to dance. And then to understand it is not really different from “being in your presence” or the presence of the Divine.  This joy of recognition and the sense of immense safety and peace, the brilliance of life and the wonders it brings about. That nothing taht is everything and it is of no use to try to explain it, because I am sure it is different for all of us, but nevertheless, we all experience the same.

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Addiction and Presence

We are all addicted.

Addiction bears the handwriting of the ego. It takes a desire, a fixation, and it builds a stronghold around it. The energy of addiction is directed outward and it’s purpose is distraction. Distraction from all that is unpleasant, painful or uncomfortable. It is a choice, between being addicted or being present. How can I be addicted and conscious at the same time ? Awareness cancels out addiction, it is safe, it is easy and it works in 100% of the cases.

But there is one condition – dissolving an addiction means to be willing to  embrace the darkness too. It means to place honesty over the illusion, it means to face one’s fears and shadows. It means to detach from the lies we keep telling ourself, because we want to feel safe.

Addiction is our compulsion to remain with what we know.  Do you rather want to be safe, or continue to hold on to a false refuge.  It is your choice.

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True description

In love, nothing exists between heart and heart.
Speech is born out of longing,
True description from the real taste.
The one who tastes, knows,
the one who explains, lies.
How can you describe the true form of Something
In whose presence you are blotted out?
And in whose being you still exist?
And who lives as a sign for your journey?

Rabia Al Adawiyya

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Voice in the Night

Tonight a voice whispered to me;
There is no voice that whispers in the night.

Ansari

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Feeling Like Spam

Excuse me for not being just who you need.
But I don’t really know who I am.
Sometimes I’m happy and feeling so good.
And sometimes I just feel like spam.

Sometimes I feel like the sun in the sky
is just here to shine down on me.
But once in a while the sky gets so dark,
I’m not even sure I can see.

There are times when I wanne go left in my life
and if you are following along,
you’ll see me zig and zag
and you think my direction’s all wrong.

It might just confuse you, I know that it will
when suddenly I head on my way.
I might start out in one frame of mind,
and that frame might change while on the way.

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Simple gifts

This is simply beautiful..

Simple gifts

‘Tis the gift to be simple, ’tis the gift to be free,

‘Tis the gift to come down where we ought to be,
And when we find ourselves in the place just right,

‘Twill be in the valley of love and delight.
When true simplicity is gain’d,

To bow and to bend we shan’t be asham’d,
To turn, turn will be our delight,

Till by turning, turning we come round right.
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As once the winged energy

As once the winged energy of delight
carried you over childhood’s dark abysses,
now beyond your own life build the great
arch of unimagined bridges.

Wonders happen if we can succeed
in passing through the harshest danger;
but only in a bright and purely granted
achievement can we realize the wonder.

To work with Things in the indescribable
relationship is not too hard for us;
the pattern grows more intricate and subtle,
and being swept along is not enough.

Take your practiced powers and stretch them out
until they span the chasm between two
contradictions…For the god
wants to know himself in you.

Rainer Maria Rilke
Translated by Stephen Mitchell
Note: Does anyone know the title of the German original ? Stephen Mitchell is a fabulous interpreter but he makes it hard to translate back to the original German.
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Questions of Life

What is more important ? To care about you, or to look after myself ?


Questions of Life are a tool for reflection. Let the question be with you and go deep. Make note of the answers


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Still, still, still….

Don’t you just love the Christmas season ?

There are many Christmas Carols I like. One of my favourites is called ” Still, still, still…” and I do not even need to translate this one.

To listen

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(Lyrics in German and English for you to just sing along)

What is you favourite Christmas Carol ?

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You, you only exist

You, you only, exist.
We pass away, till at last,
our passing is so immense
that you arise: beautiful moment,
in all your suddenness,
arising in love, or enchanted
in the contraction of work.

To you I belong, however time may
wear me away. From you to you
I go commanded. In between
the garland is hanging in chance; but if you
take it up and up and up: look:
all becomes festival!

 

Rainer M. Rilke
Translated by Stephen Mitchell


Note: Does anyone know the title of the German original ? Stephen Mitchell is a wonderful interpreter, but he makes it hard to translate back to the original…

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