What Christmas is about

When I think of the time of Christmas in my childhood, I remember a sense of awe, mystery and sacredness. It was just there, for the six weeks weeks leading up to Christmas. The days were short, the nights were long. Winter was on it’s way, trees were bare and the ground frozen. It was getting cold, we wore the thick winter coats, went skating and waited feverishly for the first snow.

It was the time of flickering lights in the window, shadows on the wall, pieces of angel hair and tinsel, the scent of frankincense and cinnamon. Plates of dates, apples, oranges and ginger bread. Christmas carols, advent calendars and whispered secrets.

And I felt enshrouded in all this sacredness. Today I recognise advent as a time to open the heart. This is what Christmas really is about – giving and receiving, with an open heart and the breathless silence of being in stillness and complete awe of the unfolding mystery.

Away In A Manger

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The Panther

His vision, from the constantly passing bars,
has grown so weary that it cannot hold
anything else.  It seems to him there are
a thousand bars, and behinbd the bars, no world.

As he paces in cramped circles, over and over,
the movement of his powerful soft strides
is like a ritual dance around a center
in which a mighty will stands paralyzed.

Only at times, the curtain of the pupils
lifts, quietly—.  An image enters in,
rushes down through the tensed, arrested muscles,
plunges into the heart and is gone.

R.M.Rilke
Adapted by Stephen Mitchell

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In search of the key

This is a beautiful story by Johanna. It is full of symbolism and meaning, reflecting her journey. It is the story about a puppet shop – a place of mystery and magic, where the spirit of the owner and those of the creators of the many puppets from all over the world convene to tell their stories and inspire.

Thank you Johanna

The Puppet Shop
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The Puppet Shop in Sydney

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It’s harder to think

Eckhart said in one of his talk on ETTV (free translation from memory):

Hard to be present? I found much more harder to think, and be captured by the ego..

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A choir of little angels

Heard this piece this afternoon, sung full heartedly by a choir of 35 little angels

Gaudete  & Joy to the world

and I also found this:

Hallelujah

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I arrived

Back then i was always dreamed about fairy lands, an other world with magic where i could start it over and live a peaceful and acknowledged life. That’s why i studied astral travel (with no success in the end – LOL).

And yesterday, during lesson the answer came to me:  I looked around. I realized it, that i arrived. This is where i always wanted to be. This is my paradise. Here and Now.

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Note to myself

The zen circle is at the same time empty and full.

‘Go to the edge and jump.Dance with the wind and land exactly where you were meant to .

It could not be any other way. Not because you want to, or have to, but because….’

( with silent permission from the author)
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When the children cry

This is just lovely…

White Lion

When the Children cry

Little child
Dry your crying eyes
How can I explain
The fear you feel inside

‘Cause you were born
Into this evil world
Where man is killing man
And no one knows just why

What have we become
Just look what we have done
All that we destroyed
You must build again

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The wave

An observation…

There is something in me that forces me into nothingness.

It is like being caught in a wave that sucks me in and pushes me to the ground. All struggle or resistance only adds to the turmoil. I cannot breath and fear turns into panic. I have lost all sense of orientation and direction. I try to break free, but it is holding me back firmly, in a relentless and  suffocating grip. I want to scream, for help and rescue, another chance, some way out, but I only face dark nothingness beyond the chaos. And then there is something in me saying quietly – just hold still. Hold still and let go.

I follow that voice.

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Simple world

The world is so simple. Everything is. Even the secrets of biology. Ony the mind that can’t see the whole thinks it’s complicated. Everything is, as it is.

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