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My religion is
to live through Love:
a life created from my own
small mind and self
would be a disgrace.
The blade of Love cuts away
what covers the lover’s soul;
Love’s sword severs sins.
When the bodily grime is gone,
a shining moon appears:
Spirit’s moon in a wide-open sky.
I’ve beat this drum of Love
for so long, for you whom I adore,
singing: “My life depends upon my dying”
This keeps my body and soul alive.
I dream but I do not sleep.
The seagull fears no shipwreck.
Her feet love to touch the ocean
If Julia Roberts can eat her way to enlightenment, I’ll match that experience easily.
This post is a tribute to Gian Carlo, the owner of the Italian grocery store (alimentari) around the corner from my house.
Gian Carlo is a angel. Originally from Padua, which is a about 450 km from where I live, he will make the trip once a week to buy fresh Italian groceries and bring them back, to provide the “Italian experience” to the forever grateful and appreciative patrons of my hometown.
When I go there, I get a glass of prosecco and then Gian Carlo will present his culinary treasures. Ah, the joy of tasting….mellow cheese, aromatic sausages, fragrant prosciutto, gleaming olives, tardy sardines, fresh seafood, plump tomatoes, tender artichokes, succulent oranges, sweets, frutta, verdura, il vino e l’oglio, la pasta, gnocchi e il pane. Taste, chew, enjoy this explosion of taste and after a while you’ll find yourself speaking Italian ( Gian Carlo speaks German, but not when he is talking about food).
Gian Carlo, this angel has taught me more about Italian cooking than any of my favorite cookbooks and whenever I leave the store, tipsy and happy, with a full heart and a bag of alimentari, I understand what love is. Gian Carlo loves Italian food so much, that he has made it his business to bring the best and freshest products from the Italian markets right to his little alimentari close to where I live, so we can enjoy with all senses and eat, with red cheeks, a happy smile and this sense of deep gratitude for tasting pure love.

Time for another Christmas Carol: “Maria durch ein Dornwald ging”This one is from Thüringen and the the year is 1600. The painting is German, from the late 1400

Madonna im Rosenhag Martin Schongauer, 1473 Mischtechnik auf Holz, 200 cm × 115 cm Dominikanerkirche Colmar
Maria durch ein’ Dornwald ging.
Kyrieleison !
Maria durch ein’ Dornwald ging,
Der hatte in sieben Jahrn kein Laub getragen !
Jesu und Maria.
The desire to merge is based on an instinct.
It is a deep knowing in all of us that ultimately all is the One. There is no division, no separation, no other. When we come to this earth, the experience of “form” takes over our sense of reality, but deep inside we know this is just a tuny aspect of trutj.
This is the basis for all searching. We know there is something else and the urge to find it is quite pronounced. We tend to misinterpret this impulse and translate into desire and wants. We think ” if I only can get this next thing, I will be happy”. Money, relationship, intimacy, spiritual experiences. And then we get it – fifty millions, the perfect partner, the closeness with another human being, the amazing spiritual experience – and we are still not …h.a.p.p.y.
Expectation and optimism is turning into frustration and bitterness. “I should not feel this way”, says the mind and is looking for distraction, pleasure, relief. This is how compulsions are being born – based on this sense of “I am not alright as I am”. And then the vicious cycle of seeking without finding starts.
Not once does it occur to us to simply change the strategy. “What more can I do?” we ask – but it is the wrong question. Just focus all your attention on what you are right now. Not having amazing spiritual experiences ? So what….it is not what this is about.
All this is about is Life experiencing itself through you.
The December 2010 Lunar eclipse coincided with the date of the December solstice. It was the first total lunar eclipse to occur on the date of the Northern Winter Solstice since 1638.
‘Did it take long to find me? I asked the faithful light.
Did it take long to find me? And are you gonna stay the night?’
When you start working with magic, you can come to a point where you think you’re in control of everything. In that case you don’t want to give up the control, even if you know that you should. There come times when you try “bigger” things and you fail in them, but other successes keeps you on this road.
The egoic mind can’t have this kind of power, the control over everything. This power is based on you, the attention, the formless, but since you experience a human life, you don’t have this control. You can say you have all the power and yet nothing in the same.
That’s why we bow our heads.
Fits nicely our winter-solstice-full-moon-theme
Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds
Jesus Of The Moon lyrics
I stepped out of the St. James hotel
And I left you behind curled up like a child
A change is gonna come
And as the door whispered shut
I walked on down the high-windowed hall
What keeps us alive, what allows us to endure?
I think it is the hope of loving,
or being loved.
I heard a fable once about the sun going on a journey
to find its source, and how the moon wept
without her lover’s
warm gaze.
We weep when light does not reach our hearts. We wither
like fields if someone close
does not rain their
kindness
upon
us.